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A couple of black-owned online stores I think are cute [ad]

Good day, friends. I remember: when I started this blog I thought I might blog a little bit about media and geeky stuff, yes, but I also wanted to post about geek culture and “girly” things since I wanted to open the topic up for girls and young women who are so often excluded. So I imagined doing some shop reviews and shopping lists/gift guides … That kind of stuff.
All off that kind of ended up not happening. May it be due to lack of money or me just not needing anything or not wanting to buy anything or me just looking for something special and not finding it (I don’t need 20 nude lipsticks so I’d rather look for a more unique colour p.e.).
But due to the recent events happening in the US I got the idea to make a post about some cute and geeky black-owned online stores. I am a bit insecure at the moment because I would love to be supportive yet a) I am stuck over here in Europe and b) I am white and would not like to appropriate/abuse anything. I have been thinking about privilege a lot recently and even if I try (stressing try here. Because racism is so deep-seated … Let’s face it: We probably all are at least a little bit racist) not to contribute I am still profiting off of it by default. And I am also aware that a solution as simple as “Then don’t” doesn’t work. Especially not for everyone. And I have finding it quite hard to be an ally right now because I don’t really know where to start.

I come from a very white environment so it has never really been an issue I would directly experience or confronted with. So I’ve been trying to educate myself and diversify my environment and behaviours a little. I’m trying to find black creators (and by extention other creators of colour) and I am trying to diversify my feed a little (So if you know some, especially cosplayers and diyers please let me know!). I also took a look at my shopping behaviour and I want to try and support more black brands and look towards more diverse brands whenever I am actively buying something.

I cannot change the privilege I was born with but I can acknowledge it and try to shift it, educate myself and use whatever platform – even if it’s small – to spread support.


Now I can’t say that I never buy off of big companies, am never wasteful and don’t get indulgent at sometimes. I feel like we all do. But I’ve been trying to shop local and sustainable (It is quite hard though, especially since I am a student living in a small to medium town) so I might as well add that to my shopping agenda.

So I went on to research a little and found a couple of cute stores I’d like to share with you. Please remember: I didn’t order from most of these I just did some research and found some black-owned stores I think are cute.
Some I ordered from (I also donated to a couple of charities btw but I’ll do another post on that), some I sadly didn’t find anything (but wanted to) and some I can’t or do not want to afford right now, since I am trying to be a bit more conservative with my money and some (most) I would like to order from in the future and will definitely keep an eye out for.
These are a colourful mix and I also tried to include stores I personally wouldn’t buy from since they don’t fit my style or lifestyle yet I think are still interesting and might be useful for others.

Disclaimer: Technically I have to mark this off as an ad. It’s not. I’m not getting paid, I just did some research and wanted to do a good thing.

Adorned by Chi

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An amazingly cute clothing store that sells anime, specifically magical-girl inspired and pastel goth/witchcraft inspired clothing in very soft colours.
The designs are cute but nothing I would probably wear or could wear with my current wardrobe so I didn’t order anything.

But Adorned by Chi isn’t just a clothing store. It’s a manga/comic as well. You can download the chapters on the site as well. 1-4 are currently 0$ while the latest release costs 3$ so well … I got it. I haven’t read it yet but I am excited to do so. From what I’ve gathered (In case you’re reading this: Your about site is offline) it’s a magical girl comic with black magical girls! A rare sight and I think a great initiative for young black girls. The site functions as some sort of support/deep dive into the manga’s world, so there’s a personality quiz as well as some playlists on there as well.

I am really glad I found this one and I am going to keep an eye on it (if only for the cute art style and the next issue coming out)

Shop here

Ivy’s Tea Company

(Image inserted from URL all rights @ivy’s tea company)

Remember when I said this was going to be a pretty mixed bunch? Yeah. I tried to include as many different creators as possible to give you some diversity but also to maybe be able to highlight some who may otherwise be missed.

Next on my list is a tea company. Ivy’s Tea Company to be precise. They have a relatively small collection of items yet all of them seem to be mixed and matched very carefully with all sorts of different customers in mind (there’s even one for coffee-drinkers) as well as different situations to use them in. This is where I get a bit critical (nothing major, though): I’ve noticed that a lot of their teas have some claims in their description regarding what they benefit for. Please take claims like this sceptically since not of them are scientifically proven. While some natural ingredients and ideas about tea may help with certain issue the scientific jury is still out on many (It is true, that heat relaxes since it makes blood vessels widen; it’s why swellings are usually red and warm to the touch).
Here’s the thing, though: If a hot cup of tea tastes good and makes you feel more comfortable that’s a good thing. It’s just not a substitute for actual medicine and medical treatment.

Still: They have an interesting an unique collection with teas that I haven’t really seen elsewhere so I wanted to order. Sadly international shipping is currently very limited and they don’t ship to Germany.

Shop here

Hard Decora

Another clothing store. Now I am personally not a decora fan/wearer and I feel like it’s popularity within the anime/manga community has gone down a bit (maybe I’m wrong).

Still: I love creativity and creative styles and I think they have become part of convention culture and fan culture as much as cosplayers and merch. So I always admire people wearing alternative clothing as specially clothing as bright and loud as Decora.

Sadly I feel like it’s another area of our subculture from which POC, especially black POC are mostly excluded, sometimes even actively.

They also have comic on sale on their page which I have also yet to read (but have bought).

Shop here

Oh So Paper

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Looking for some new stationary? Stickers? Notebooks? Well look no further. As a penpalling and bullet journaling enthusiast I am always looking for some new stationary to send out (I am also drowning in the stuff so I decided not to order).

Oh So Paper sells cute stickers and notebooks with recurring figures, inspirational quotes and bullet journaling supplies. They currently have some Black Lives Matter stickers on sale so maybe check those out.

Shop here

Fat Mermaids

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Another shop I most definetely want to shop at in the future (but have to reevaluate what I want and if I truly need it first).

Not only is this brand-black owned it is also body-positive and – not to forget – incredibly cute. I have especially taken a liking to the “fat-phobic-tears”-cup and the “soft”-shirt.

Shop here

Feminine Funk

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Another body-positive clothing brand. According to their side all pieces tell a story and are inspired by specific women from the owner’s environment. The brand is all about being you, unapologetically.

They sell mostly text print shirts which I am not too much off a fan off (I have to really like the design or message or deeply identify with it) so I don’t think I personally will order from them soon. But that’s mainly due to my own tastes.
Feel free to check out their website maybe you’ll find something you like.

Shop here

Purple Door New Orleans

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Are you prepared to get spooky? Well maybe not. During my search for black owned online shops I stumbled across Purple Door. I must say: I didn’t expect to stumble across a witchcraft (Voodoo? Wicca? Please excuse I don’t feel educated enough to make a proper assumption so in case you know more, please tell me!) store. But it kind of fascinated me.

They sell all sorts of things from actual spellwork and ingredients to books about racism (one reason why they’re on the list). This feels like one of the stores you just have to look around for a while to find something. Even if you don’t: You’ll at least get an interesting experience out of it.

Now to me – a white girl from Europe – the place of New Orleans kind of seems to be an epicentre of black-american culture as well a deeply magical place. This is another reason why it’s on the list.

And: I would definitly see myself ordering something in the future! I feel a little bit enchanted, to be honest … Seems like the magic is working.

Shop here

Seek the Wildflowers

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More on the expensive side when it comes to the shops on this list (We’re talking about jewellery here!) and I probably won’t order soon due to financial restraints but I think Audra’s creations look stunning. If I ever feel like I’ll be able to afford it (I am making it sound worse than it is, we’re not talking million dollar jewellery here) I already have the Maui Rainbow Necklace in my mind …

Shop here

The Quirk Shop

The Quirk Shop belongs to Quirktastic, a great poc-run site for quirky and nerdy people. And an amazing ressource I was so thankful for finding! A lot of the shops on here were found through one of their articles which I am going to link down below!

Their shop isn’t specific to certain franchises but sells merch more according to different sectors of nerd culture, such as gaming or anime. And they’re really cute so check them out!

Shop here

Pink Bamboo Blossom

Less of a full on shop and more of a blog with a shop attached. Topics mainly include planning and journaling and I am so on boars. The shop itself offerst stickers and templates some of which are actually for free!

Shop here

The Lip Bar

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I am super bad with black makeup brands so this whole research started with me trying to find some to include into my routine. I think with make up and skincare I usually get into a routine that works and use it (especially with recurring things like concealer and foundation) so it is hard for me to mix it up so when I do I usually get lipsticks or eyeshadows.

The Lip Bar sells all that as well as powder, foundation, blush and all off those things. Their focus is on lips though, duh.
Their make up is made to fit all skintones and they usually have pictures of a light and a dark skinned model wearing them on their page.

And did I mention their products are vegan and cruelty free?

The Lip Bar offers all sorts of interesting and unique colours as well as classics such as reds and nudes. I am a bit insecure about ordering make-up online but I did anyways and I am excited about how it turned out!

Shop here

BLK/OPL

First off: How cool is that name? Opals are so diverse and they can shine and shimmer in all sorts of different colours so I think that might have something to do with it …

Anyways: BLK/OPL focusses on getting the right shade of foundation for darker skin tones but they sell other make-up items as well as accessories and skincare.

I feel like their foundations are probably all too dark for me. And that’s totally fine. They weren’t made for me. I still wanted to highlight this brand since I think that they can keep up with drugstore prices (though on the higher end) and they bring some colour into the awfully pale world of beauty.

They do sell some “Skin Brightening” products on their website which I am not sure what to think off. I think they’re just for evening out complexion and making you “glow” and not actual skin whitening which if the latter would be the case I’d be a little disappointed. In case you know more please let me know and I will adjust this post accordingly.

Shop here

Cantrip Candles

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Gosh, onto one of my favourite entries on the list. They were all sold out though … But that’s okay. I feel like this company is still a little small and they are producing in low quantities so I’ll just keep an eye out (because they actually offer international shipping!)

Cantrip Candles are inspired by pen and paper roleplaying and certain fantasy location. They also sell some accessories (like really cute matchboxes) on their site.
I know there’s a lot of “nerdy candle”-type stores out there but Cantrip Candles really takes the cake. They don’t rely on specific franchises and they chose a topic which is essential to nerd culture yet still treated as a niche hobby.

So: Why not light up your room with a new candle?

Shop here

Bow and Crossbones

Another one of my favourites and one I’ve wanted to order from in a while. They sell a vast array of vintage inspired and retro jewellery and what drew me to them where there bangles and brooches (I love brooches). I also went on to order something off there and I can’t wait for it to arrive.

But why don’t you check it out yourself?

Shop here

For some more info:

Quirktastics post on quirky/nerdy Black-Owned businesses
Old World New on Black-Owned tea brands
The Mad Mommy on Black-Owned Etsy stores

I hope you enjoyed this post and that I was able to shine a light on some black-owned online stores. I have certainly found many new ones and I think I learnt something today.
I’ve also added some other ressources here down below in case you want to do more than just support specific people.
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Corona Frustrations Bralette – Pattern and a lackluster tutorial

Hello, friends, it is I! Finally back on the internet. And like most people these days I have both too much time and not enough on my hands. I have also a lot of frustrations deeply embedded within me.
So what better to do than to turn those frustrations into something useful and creative (while also avoiding my actual problems that may be the reason for said frustrations).
So I did. The day I got home after my Italian class got cancelled, I did exactely that. I said down and started working on this bralette – which I adequately dubbed my Corona Frustrations Bralette – pattern.
I wanted this to be an easy bralette pattern, since I am a) still experimenting within pattern making and want to do it right and b) wanted to put this online if it actually turnt out well and I want it to be an easy sew even for beginners.

A few things about the making of this easy bralette pattern

As I’ve said I wanted it to be an easy project and I think this worked out well. You have to at least know a couple of things about sewing though, to read through the pattern and make the bralette.

Please excuse the messy photos. As some might know I’m currently at my parent’s and not at my flat so I am trying to keep myself as organized as possible but it’s not always working.

I wanted this to be a neckholder piece and wanted the lace that keeps it up to be visible so I made it a double layered piece and had it shine through the lace layer.
You can make it one layered if you want to. You’ll see some marked off lines near the neckline. The piece is also a big bigger there than it needs to be, standing off in a rectangle. This is gonna be your tunnel to thread the lining through, if you just use one layer. You’d have to fold it over twice and sew it on and then thread the lace through.
If you’re making it two-layered, fold over this piece (or cut it). You won’t need it.

The two pieces will be tied together by a ribbon or lace.

You can also use this easy bralette pattern as a pattern for a dress bodice. Just add an easy puffed or pleated skirt and you’re good to go.

Quick disclaimer – I am not a professional seamstress or ductrice – that’s what people who make patterns are called – nor a taylor. I do this for fun and as a hobby. Please take that into consideration.
Still: I love to get better at what I do so if you have any recs on how to do that please feel free to give them!

This is also taylor-made for me, meaning that I traced it off my doll with my measurments. It might not fit you and you might have to retake measures or re-fit it when wearing.
I have kind of big boobs as well – D to E – so uhm … yeah. My smaller breasted friends, you will probably have to do some fitting. Just wanted to say that. You can tighten the side seams, as well as the darts and it should work well enough.

What you’ll need

  • fabric; I can’t tell you exactly how much I used but rest pieces are fine; max 1m each (if you’re making the layered one);
    I recommend something light and breathable like cotton. A somewhat stretchy fabric will do well, too
  • Lace, approx 1,5m; Measure it around your neck. You want it to be a bit lose so you can lose and tighten the fit. You’d also want some stand over so you can tie it up in a cute bow.
  • Thread in a fitting colour
  • Needle (according to your fabric); I used a universal type on 80-90 in size
  • A sewing machine (I guess you could do it by hand but why would you?)
  • Scissors, Paper, Pen; The regular sewing equipment.
  • And of course – The pattern:

How to do it – a quick intro into pattern reading

The patterns have their function – in German and English – written on them, as well as how often you’d need to cut them out (the number in brackets is the number of pieces you’ll need for the double-layered version) as well as some special cutting instructions.


Cutting a piece in fold means, folding your fabric and laying said piece down next to the fold, then cutting it like this, while keeping the fold. If you open it up afterwards you’ll have one piece that is double the size of the pattern.
You should cut every piece with at least one to two centimetres seam allowance. This means you shouldn’t cut right next to the paper pattern, but leave a couple of centimetres on the side.

Those cute little triangles symbolize darts. You need to mark those off with needles! Add a needle to where the triangle has it’s top point and add some tiny cuts where the two sides end. You will later fold the two cuts onto each others, while keeping the tip as the top edge, sewing down the outside edge off the triangle, therefore halfing the original triangle and creating a round-ish form
It’s a bit tricky here since the darts aren’t on one single side but are half/half on both the middle and the side piece.

How to actually do it – Sewing

I didn’t take any pictures, so I can’t properly illustrate the process – Super sorry. I hope, my writings might substitute a little.

  1. Start with the front pieces. Pin the side pieces to the middle piece – right on right – and sew them on. Do the same thing to your second layer. Clean your seams up. If you’ve never done so- here’s how I do it: I cut of the excess seam allowance and zig-zag around the edges.
  2. Take the back-side pieces, pin them onto the middle piece and sew them on. Clean your seams up.
  3. Take the front and back pieces and add them together on one of the side seams.
  4. Add the two layers onto each other. Since you’d be seeing through the lace I used I didn’t do so right on right. I pinned the right side (aka the pretty side) of my lace onto the left side of my inner layer (aka ugly side) so that that one would lay on my skin and not show through the outside. Leave one seam open, to later flip the piece. Mark of the width of the tunnel for the lace beforhand, don’t close the seam there.
    Flip.
  5. Cleanup the tunnel edges and properly pin the darts. Then sew the darts. Try on your piece to check if it fits.
  6. Close the garment by sewing the last side seam.
  7. Thread trough your lace.
  8. Wear.

Questions?

I hope this was somewhat easy to follow and you got a nice idea on how to waste your time while socially distancing.

I am always open for tips, tricks – both regarding my skills as a seamstress – and my blog, but please stay civil.
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2020 Gaming List

In case you haven’t read my 2020 Reading List, here’s the deal: A while ago I updated this sweet little site of mine with reading, watching and currently playing lists respectively. I did so quickly and I did so in an attempt to give this blog more shape and to get a better connection to everyone who may stumble upon it.
Well, I felt inspiration strike this morning and I want to do this a little differently, now: Instead of adding specific titles to the list I’m gonna go more by concept and ideas and general categorizations. This way I hope to expand my horizons a little bit.
The world of media is huge and plentiful and there may be books I’ve never heard of before. I may only find them by opening myself up to broader options. It may also help me get some recommendations by people who are more familiar with the things I have not yet discovered.
So: Here’s my new and improved reading list for 2020 and some rules you may or may not want to follow but that would make this more of a challenge.

So the deal with the 2020 Gaming List is basically the same: I try to collect movies I’d want to watch not by specific titles but by more conceptional categories.
This is going to be a very short list, since a lot of games take a long time to finish. I might add some in the future.

Rules

  1. If you feel like it, feel free to join in or create your own list. I remember these sort of monthly challenges from my time as a book blogger and I thought it would be a nice idea.
  2. I try and keep this list updated by what I’m currently playing, what I’ve played and the links to the posts regarding the pieces I’ve played. I may also add or remove entries as inspiration strikes.
  3. Entries shouldn’t double.
  4. There used to be scoring systems for these sorts of things to track your success and compete with others. This isn’t really set-up as a competition. You can however track your success however you want and I would love for you to share your games with me!
  5. Please leave recommendations for either of my picks, for new entries or for plain enjoyment. I’d love to see them.
  6. You obviously have to finish the whole game for it to be considered played. You don’t have to play your way through the entire series, though.
    I know this is kind of hard to do with continous games, like Harvest Moon or Multiplayer titles. I’m not sure how to rearrange the rule, though.
    I do think that you need to play a game for a certain time, to get a feeling for it but I cannot quite put a number on it. Feel free to make suggestions.
  7. Not sure about what I’m gonna do with things I quit – which happens quite often – but I may open a list of rejects below or make a new post at the end of the year with a total and some sort of resumee.

2020 Gaming List – Picks

  1. A game made by a single person
  2. A flash game
  3. Something off itch.io
  4. A dating sim
  5. A strategy game
  6. A linear game
  7. A point-and-click-adventure
  8. A multiplayer-game
  9. Something with a rare gameplay mechanic
  10. A game primarily made by women

So … these are my contenders for my 2020 gaming list. I know I’ve started this one a little late into the year but it felt like too good of an idea to put it off for 9 months.
Like many people in these trying times I am currently stuck at home so this might be a nice idea to keep my mental sanity up.

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2020 Movie Watchlist


In case you haven’t read my 2020 Reading List, here’s the deal: A while ago I updated this sweet little site of mine with reading, watching and currently playing lists respectively. I did so quickly and I did so in an attempt to give this blog more shape and to get a better connection to everyone who may stumble upon it.
Well, I felt inspiration strike the other morning and I want to do this a little differently, now: Instead of adding specific titles to the list I’m gonna go more by concept and ideas and general categorizations. This way I hope to expand my horizons a little bit.
The world of media is huge and plentiful and there may be series out there I’ve never heard of before. I may only find them by opening myself up to broader options. It may also help me get some recommendations by people who are more familiar with the things I have not yet discovered.

So the deal with the 2020 Movie Watchlist is basically the same: I try to collect movies I’d want to watch not by specific titles but by more conceptional categories.
There will be some more entries on here, since the effort put into watching a movie is a little less, at least time wise …
Since it’s my first time doing things like this (at least when it comes to non-books) I am still figuring this out and am a little unsure about it. I might add in new ones later.

Rules

  1. If you feel like it, feel free to join in or create your own list. I remember these sort of monthly challenges (for reading) from my time as a book blogger and I thought it would be a nice idea.
  2. I try and keep this list updated by what I’m currently watching, what I’m already through and the links to the posts regarding the pieces I’ve read. I may also add or remove entries, as inspiration strikes.
  3. Entries shouldn’t double. P.e. I wanna watch a film about mermaids and one inspired by mythology. These should be two different ones.
  4. There used to be scoring systems for these sorts of things to track your success and compete with others. This isn’t really set-up as a competition. You can however track your success however you want and I would love for you to share your finished series with me!
  5. Please leave recommendations for either of my picks, for new entries or for plain enjoyment. I’d love to see them.
  6. Not sure about what I’m gonna do with things I quit – which happens quite often – but I may open a list of rejects below or make a new post at the end of the year with a total and some sort of resumee.

2020 Movies Watchlist – Film Picks

  1. A French film
  2. An Italian Film
  3. A film belonging to Magical Realism
  4. A black-and-white film
  5. A Film Noir
  6. An animated feature that is neither Disney nor Ghibli
  7. A film directed by a woman
  8. A film starring amateur actors
  9. A musical
  10. A film based off of a video game
  11. A film by a queer director
  12. An eastern-european film
  13. A film about mermaids
  14. A film inspired by mythology, that isn’t christian, roman, greek or egyptian
  15. A film from the 90es
  16. A film from the 80es
  17. A film from the 70es
  18. A rom-com
  19. A German film
  20. A film about the circus
  21. A film with a train
  22. A biographical picture
  23. An adaption
  24. A film a friend recommended to me – Cleo 5 á 7
  25. A film made for children
  26. A film about space
  27. A very poorly made film – Tarantula
  28. A horror classic
  29. A western
  30. A new release

2020 Movies Watchlist – Shortfilm Picks

  1. A film belonging to Cinema of Attractions
  2. A film directed by a queer woman
  3. A film with a twist
  4. A film made by students
  5. A film with practical effects

2020 Movies Watchlist – Documentaries Picks

  1. Something that isn’t true crime
  2. Something about business
  3. An unknown story
  4. A film about films
  5. A film about nature

These are my picks for now. As with the reading list, I am open to recommendations, both for the rules and for new picks!

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2020 Series Watchlist

In case you haven’t read my 2020 Reading List, here’s the deal: A while ago I updated this sweet little site of mine with reading, watching and currently playing lists respectively. I did so quickly and I did so in an attempt to give this blog more shape and to get a better connection to everyone who may stumble upon it.
Well, I felt inspiration strike the other morning and I want to do this a little differently, now: Instead of adding specific titles to the list I’m gonna go more by concept and ideas and general categorizations. This way I hope to expand my horizons a little bit.
The world of media is huge and plentiful and there may be series out there I’ve never heard of before. I may only find them by opening myself up to broader options. It may also help me get some recommendations by people who are more familiar with the things I have not yet discovered.

So the deal with the 2020 Series Watchlist is basically the same: I try to collect series I’d want to watch not by specific titles but by more conceptional categories.
There’ll be a little less entries on here, simply due to time constraints. Watching a series can take – depending on it’s length – a lot longer than a book.
Since it’s my first time doing things like this (at least when it comes to non-books) I am still figuring this out and am a little unsure about it. I might add in new ones later.
I also have some stuff to watch for Uni … I’m trying to combine it but the Series for school obviously go first.

Rules

  1. If you feel like it, feel free to join in or create your own list. I remember these sort of monthly challenges (for reading) from my time as a book blogger and I thought it would be a nice idea.
  2. I try and keep this list updated by what I’m currently watching, what I’m already through and the links to the posts regarding the pieces I’ve read. I may also add or remove entries, as inspiration strikes.
  3. Entries shouldn’t double. P.e. I wanna watch a telenovela as well as a Latin-American show. While both can be novelas they musn’t be the same show.
  4. There used to be scoring systems for these sorts of things to track your success and compete with others. This isn’t really set-up as a competition. You can however track your success however you want and I would love for you to share your finished series with me!
  5. For something to be considered “watched” you’d have finish all seasons. That’s why I am setting this up as a yearly project and am putting up a smaller number as with books.
  6. Please leave recommendations for either of my picks, for new entries or for plain enjoyment. I’d love to see them.
  7. Not sure about what I’m gonna do with things I quit – which happens quite often – but I may open a list of rejects below or make a new post at the end of the year with a total and some sort of resumee.

2020 Series Watchlist – Series Picks

  1. A childhood favourite
  2. A series you wanted to finish for a long time
  3. A telenovela
  4. A Latin-American show
  5. A cartoon – The Hollow
  6. A K-Drama
  7. An anime
  8. A series that has been based of off something else
  9. A series inspired by real-life events
  10. Something I feel like I’d hate it (but hopefully turns out good!)

2020 Series Watchlist – Webseries Picks

  1. A series created by one person
  2. A true passion project
  3. An old classic, newly adapted
  4. Something in a language I’m not fluent in (No German, no English)
  5. Something fandom-related

2020 Series Watchlist – Documentaries Picks

  1. Something that isn’t true crime
  2. Something business related
  3. A documentary about a (not-so-)famous woman
  4. A documentary about somebody famous from my home-country (I’m German and I am counting out everything Nazi-Related … I kinda want to find something positive and somewhat obscure)
  5. A documentary about food

These are my picks for now. As with the reading list, I am open to recommendations, both for the rules and for new picks!

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2020 Reading List

A while ago I updated this sweet little site of mine with reading, watching and currently playing lists respectively. I did so quickly and I did so in an attempt to give this blog more shape and to get a better connection to everyone who may stumble upon it.
Well, I felt inspiration strike this morning and I want to do this a little differently, now: Instead of adding specific titles to the list I’m gonna go more by concept and ideas and general categorizations. This way I hope to expand my horizons a little bit.
The world of media is huge and plentiful and there may be books I’ve never heard of before. I may only find them by opening myself up to broader options. It may also help me get some recommendations by people who are more familiar with the things I have not yet discovered.
So: Here’s my new and improved reading list for 2020 and some rules you may or may not want to follow but that would make this more of a challenge.

Rules

  1. If you feel like it, feel free to join in or create your own list. I remember these sort of monthly challenges from my time as a book blogger and I thought it would be a nice idea.
  2. I try and keep this list updated by what I’m currently reading, what I’ve read and the links to the posts regarding the pieces I’ve read. I may also add or remove entries as inspiration strikes.
  3. Entries shouldn’t double. P.e. I wanna read a book by Isabel Allende, one in Spanish and one by a Latin-American author: I can read three books by Isabel Allende to fulfill this but I cannot put down the same book for all three.
  4. There used to be scoring systems for these sorts of things to track your success and compete with others. This isn’t really set-up as a competition. You can however track your success however you want and I would love for you to share your reads with me!
  5. Please leave recommendations for either of my picks, for new entries or for plain enjoyment. I’d love to see them.
  6. You obviously have to finish the whole book for it to be considered read. You don’t have to read your way through the entire series, though.
  7. Not sure about what I’m gonna do with things I quit – which happens quite often – but I may open a list of rejects below or make a new post at the end of the year with a total and some sort of resumee.

2020 Reading List – Book Picks

  1. A book by Isabel Allende – Fortuna’s Daughter on it
  2. An Afrofuturist book
  3. A book about the apocalypse
  4. A non-fiction book
  5. A book in Spanish
  6. A book by a Latin-American author
  7. A screenplay
  8. A novella
  9. A book about a cult
  10. A book by a female author
  11. A book by a queer author
  12. A children’s book
  13. A book about animal training (cause I have a pup and I would love to learn more)
  14. A book written by Octavia Butler
  15. A young adult book
  16. A book by Jane Austen
  17. A book written by an author unknown to me
  18. A romance novel (so scared of that one)
  19. A book well known in a different country but not mine (I’m from Germany)
  20. A book published this year

2020 Reading List – Short story picks

  1. A story about a mysterious town
  2. A story about the unknow
  3. A story written by an amateur author (p.e. on tumblr, wattpad, etc)
  4. A short story about an animal
  5. A short story with a twist

2020 Reading List – Article Picks

  1. A scientific paper
  2. An article related to my studies
  3. An article completely unrelated to my studies
  4. An article from before 2000
  5. A satirical or “fake news” article

So … these are my contenders for my 2020 reading list. I know I’ve started this one a little late into the year but it felt like to good of an idea to put it off for 9 months.
Like many people in these trying times I am currently stuck at home so this might be a nice idea to keep my mental sanity up.
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Post of the Month – February 2020

A wounderfull day to whoever is reading this. You may remember a little thing I started last month: I was going to collect all the things that happend in my life and on this blog in one article. Well, I haven’t forgotten. I just got tied up.
Yes, March is almost over and I still have not written a Post of the Month – February 2020. The last one and a half months were quite weird ones to be honest.
February has been fairly eventless yet stressfull, March was similar. It is hard to explain, but let me start, where all stories start: At the beginning.

Posts that (finally) went up

Even though I am still struggling with keeping a current and constant uploading regimen I was a little more productive this month:

I revisited a movie I watched in January: The VVitch and collected my thoughts into an article found here.
A very creepy dive into the human psyche yet probably not a film that will keep me up at night. Still: I like its play with the viewers mind and Eggers Lovecraftian way of dealing with the unknown.

I also (finally) finished a post I was working on ever since I saw the film in November (I think): Thoughts on Portrait of a Lady in Flames.
It was quite an emotional ride for me and I lot of feelings came back up. This French film is absolutely gorgeous. It is a very quiet film, wich then leaves a lot of room for the viewer to reflect a little.

I also uploaded my Mabel Pines Cosplay Gallery with all the pictures from Connichi 2019

Post of the Month February 2020 – Uni and personal stuff

Why was February so stressful even though there was nothing going on? Because it was exams time! Well … I was surprisingly relaxed this time since I only had three and a couple of papers and projects. Honestly, I find the latter to be a lot less stressful than a full on exam. Sure, you can still fail and sure there’ll be a grade … But I get to work on it at home, on my own. I get to plan everything I’ll do and I get to do it on my own time.
Exams are super regulated and it means regurgitating a lot in a little time. I feel like they don’t really say a lot about a persons knowledge and ability … It’s just simple regurgitation, but maybe that’s just me.
I made it through most and I only got my Maths grade back so far so I’m still waiting for everything else.


Since we went into exams, we also stopped having classes which meant I’d spend a lot of time at home. I did go for a couple of walks at times or hang out with some people but otherwise this time was pretty chill.
Weirdly I didn’t really get to watch many new things and I am still playing Witcher and Persona 5. Almost done with both, though.

I did sound and also went to starr in another small project for Valentines day, which you can watch here.

Since I wanted to use my free time properly so I signed up for some language classes at my Uni. One of which was Italian. So for the last week of February I went to class every day.
I was actually inspired by “Ladri di Biciclette” in film history class. It’s a nice language but I probably prefer Spanish, still …

Post of the Month February 2020 – Cosplay

Yes! Finally something to report: I was planning on going to LBM this year (in March) so I got very hard to work at my Persephone (Lore Olympus) Cosplay:

I was almost completely done before March …. I never got to wear it since the convention got cancelled due to the current Corona-Situation.

The cape was made from an old pattern I already had cut out since I had made it before. The fabric used was this cute and fluffy fakefur with sequins and rosé coloured lining. I usually like to line my cosplays. i know of some people who don’t but to me it just feels better on my skin. I also want to better my skills and learn new things so doing things properly is what gets me there.
That said: I regret it every time. Lining is a bitch. It’s slippery and it annoys the shit out of me.
Same goes for the fakefur. It looks so cute and it is so soft but oh boy … I’m still peeling fuzz out of crevices I never wanted it to be in …
The cape also doesn’t fall as well as it would with a proper coat fabric but I made it look quite ok.

Can we talk about the dress, though? I love it so much! I adjusted a pattern I had, added the cutouts and the high collar and made it out of a fabric I got from my grandma. She used to be a seemstress and still has so much fabric left in her basement. It has little flowers on it which seemed perfect for Kore.

I also made a broach from fimo and added some pearls.

The last post of the month:

January 2020

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5 Of My Favourite Comedy Shows

Good evening, online friends. I hope everyone is well and good and most importantly: healthy.
Life is currently a little frustrating due to the COVID-19 outbreak and the connected (and in my eyes more dangerous) mass panic.
I’m fine and so are my close ones but I am a bit frustrated and low on energy right now. A lot of things I was enjoying or looking forward to got cancelled and it’s just taking it’s toll.
I try to get back on a posting regimen, though so I though I’d mix it up with some light entertainment and a post that doesn’t require me to put in as much enegry as I normally would have to.
I am sorry it’s not wholey what you’d wish for or expect but it’s what I am capable of right now.
It also feels like a nice way to get to know each other: Here are 5 of my favourite comedy shows, why I love them and why you should or should not watch them, according to what you’re looking for right now.

Jane the Virgin

Creator: Jennie Snyder Urman (based off the Telenovela Juana La Virgen)
Seasons: 5
Episode Runtime: around 40 Minutes
Mood: Heartfelt, Soft-and-Cuddly, Romantic
Good for: When you’re looking for something to binge with a friend or something to surprise you and rethink your preconcieved notions

Jane the Virgin is a show I never expected to like. Especially not as much as I do these days! I am not big on romance and I am not big on drama. I like low-key funny shows with strong story and character development.
So the American adaption of a Telenovela really doesn’t sound like a particularily good choice for me. It didn’t help that the TV channel running it over here seemed to be especially make it out to be about romance and the classic love triangle.

And it is. But there is so much more to this show. I started it as a boredom watch and I got completely caught up in it.
Now: Jane the Virgin has its good share of romance and its good share of melodramatics … yet that’s part of the charme. The show is so much more!
It intelligently subverts genre tropes adds element of magical realism.
Every character gets time and care to be reflected on and to evolve, so do the plotlines.
And: It is amazingly diverse! I’d even blame it for my interest in learning Spanish (though there were other factors), reading Isabell Allende and starting to write again.

It follows a young religious latina woman – Jane – who has promised to keep her virginity until marriage. Then one day, she gets artificially inseminated by mistake. Her gyn – the father’s sister – went through a particularly rough breakup the night before. Not only that but the father is also her current boss, whom she’d had acrush one years earlier.
Their lives now get woven together while each of them still is in a more-or-less commited realtionship and a dangerous drug lord is on the lose.

That’s a lot. But it’s also very much worth it.

Whether you’re looking for a smart and self-aware show or just want to cuddle up and cry a little: This show’s for you.

Arrested Development

Creator: Ron Howard, Mitchell Hurwitz
Seasons: 5
Episode Runtime: around 20 Minutes
Mood: Crazy, Offbeat, Hilarious
Good for: Something to actually watch and enjoy, smart and subtle humour, something to make you feel better about your family

If you know actual real-life-me, you know that there are a couple of things I will actually never shut up about: Arrested Development is one of them. I talk about it so much, I even talked about it during my entrance exams for my current college course. So I make it at least a little responsible for know academically pursuing my madness.

Now, granted: The show’s particular brand of humour probably isn’t for everyone and I feel like it demands attentive watching to fully endulge it. But it is so worth it. What makes it so brilliant are the many thought out setups and payoffs and callbacks to earlier jokes that make the seasons all form one big joke. That magic has faded a little over the last two seasons, though.

The show follows the quirky and ruly unique members of the affluent Bluth family who have to handle chaos and mishap after their patriarch get arrested for fraud.
And while responisble Michael is trying to rebulid the business his self-obsessed family members make his job harder by the day.

Archer

Creator: Adam Reed
Seasons: 10 +
Episode Runtime: around 20 minutes
Mood: cleverly stupid, off the rocker, plain fun
Good for: A somewhat boozy evening with friends

Archer is a deliciously stupid show. But it’s also amazingly smart. I am usually not a fan of “offensive-to-be-offensive” humour that many adult animations carry themselves on. And Archer does that … But it does so in a very self-aware and critical way. That makes it a great watch for people who just want to lean back and enjoy something silly, while also offering some entertainment for pseudo-intellectuals such as myself.

The show follows the members of a spy agency on their daily escapades – professional or personal all while offering satire on the genre.
I have recently done a rewatch and I need to say: I actually prefer the later seasons. They change the spy-setup a little and start experimenting with other genres.
There’s many callbacks and easter eggs as well as fourth-wall-breaking-jokes and of course references to the parodied genres. Which I love.

Parks and Recreation

Creator: Greg Daniels, Michael Schur
Seasons: 7
Episode Runtime: around 20 minutes
Mood: Quirky and Fun, Comfort View
Good for: Galentines Day, duh!

Michale Schur has a great hand for character creation. I’ve never seen a show of his which didn’t makeme fall in love with every single character in an instant.
Now, granted most people probably already know most of his shows … I’m not early to that party. But I’d still love to put out the reccommendation.
Following the different workers of an Indiana town’s public Parks and Recreation departement, this show will always be a comfort watch for me.

GLOW

Creator: Liz Flahive, Carly Mensch
Seasons: 3
Episode Runtime: around 30 – 45 minutes
Mood: Girlpower but by actual girls
Good for: All sorts of different people

Where do I start with GLOW? I like watching it and I like waiting for new seasons, who seem to be coming out seemingly rarely, given it’s a Netflix production. But that’s a good thing! Every season seems to be amazingly well thought out and not rushed – other than those coming out every six months.
What I also love about GLOW is that you can very much feel that it’s been made by women for women, without most of the silly “Girlpower”-pitfalls most female-oriented yet male-made products display. I love that and it helps with conveying meaning.

GLOW is about community and love in all its shapes and sizes. It’s about different lives that somehow found together.

The show follows a failing actress who, responding to a casting call, ends up doing a wrestling show with all sorts of different women. While they seem different at first they grow closer, without giving up themselves.

It’s also set in the 80es without that actually being a huge point of marketing. Like, the show actually manages to be endearing without constantly reminding you of its setting and hoping for you to love it due to pseudo-nostalgia (Unlike other shows in Netflix’ repertoire).

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Toko Fukawa Cosplay

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Gosh … I have so many memories connected to my Toko Fukawa Cosplay.

First off: Danganronpa is my sister’s favourite Video Game and she is the one who actually got me into it. Fun Fact: She actually hates Toko Fukawa.

Secondly: I wore it to German Xmas Con last December and I entered it into my first Cosplay Contest.
I didn’t win but everybody who did did so incredibly deservedly. To me it was more about overcoming my fear and actually joining! And I made a lot of great friends! If you have some time to spare please check out @nappingmooncosplay and @sobbingcloudscosplay on Instagram – they were two other Danganronpa Cosplayers involved in the contest!

And thirdly: The whole costume was just made by me. I altered some patterns, DIYed a little … And I got so much amazing feedback online! The Danganronpa Cosplay – Community is pretty amazing! I love you all.

Now, without me going on forever: Here are my Toko Fukawa Cosplay pics:

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Pictures were taken by @pomme_de_fucking_terre
Edited by myself

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Mabel Pines – Connichi 2019 Cosplay Gallery

Finally: Here are my Mabel Pines Cosplay pictures all collected in one gallery.


Edit/Pic by @michiruangelika on Instagram
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Some Pics were taken by a friend (no Social Media)
Some were edited by me

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